LYRICS...
Why this text?
Many of you know me for my lyrics inspired by melodic and mainstream rap styles. But today, I wanted to take everyone by surprise. The goal was clear: keep the raw energy and the name of a massive artist at the top, but dive into a totally opposite, dark universe. I wanted to prove that you can combine the emotional weight of a legend with the cold, painful reality of deep mental battles.
(Verse 1)
Staring at the ceiling, minutes dragging, silence paralyzing my mind
Trying to glue the pieces of a life that my own thoughts redesigned.
Got scars carved deep in my chest that time just can't erase
You think I'm sleeping peacefully? I’m just faking a smile on my face.
Writing these lines with the rage of a kid who was never heard
Left on the sidelines, isolated, choking on every single word.
Sometimes I look at my little girl and the panic starts to set in
Scared I’ma pass down my flaws, my anxiety, and the state I'm in.
Carrying the weight of my regrets like a backpack filled with lead
While the world applauds my trauma when I put it on a beat instead.
They want me to be the savior, the superhero of this whole business
But beneath the wrapper, it’s just a broken man crying for a witness.
Trying to glue the pieces of a life that my own thoughts redesigned.
Got scars carved deep in my chest that time just can't erase
You think I'm sleeping peacefully? I’m just faking a smile on my face.
Writing these lines with the rage of a kid who was never heard
Left on the sidelines, isolated, choking on every single word.
Sometimes I look at my little girl and the panic starts to set in
Scared I’ma pass down my flaws, my anxiety, and the state I'm in.
Carrying the weight of my regrets like a backpack filled with lead
While the world applauds my trauma when I put it on a beat instead.
They want me to be the savior, the superhero of this whole business
But beneath the wrapper, it’s just a broken man crying for a witness.
(Chorus - Melancholic, with a soft, haunting vocal in the background)
And the rain keeps pouring on the glass, memories start to fade
Tell me how do you move forward when you hate the choices you made?
I screamed for help in the dark, but the echo came back alone
Just trying to stand on my feet before I’m turned into stone.
Yeah, before the curtains close for good tonight...
I’m just waiting for a sign, or a glimpse of light.
Tell me how do you move forward when you hate the choices you made?
I screamed for help in the dark, but the echo came back alone
Just trying to stand on my feet before I’m turned into stone.
Yeah, before the curtains close for good tonight...
I’m just waiting for a sign, or a glimpse of light.
(Verse 2)
The stage lights shut down and I’m forced to face the mirror again
The monster stares back, whispering that I’m never gonna win.
Traded my old demons for a handful of colorful pills on the shelf
But at the bottom of this pit, I’m still freezing, fighting myself.
Remember the days in the trailer, couldn't even pay the heat bill
Now I got millions in the bank but my soul is completely still.
Fake friends knocking on my door just to catch a piece of the glow
But when I was bleeding on the floor, none of them wanted to know.
I gave my life to this pen, sacrificed my health and my peers
Now I’m counting my tears, hiding my hands away from my fears.
If this track is the final curtain, know that I gave you my all
Walked straight through the fog, standing tall right before the fall.
The monster stares back, whispering that I’m never gonna win.
Traded my old demons for a handful of colorful pills on the shelf
But at the bottom of this pit, I’m still freezing, fighting myself.
Remember the days in the trailer, couldn't even pay the heat bill
Now I got millions in the bank but my soul is completely still.
Fake friends knocking on my door just to catch a piece of the glow
But when I was bleeding on the floor, none of them wanted to know.
I gave my life to this pen, sacrificed my health and my peers
Now I’m counting my tears, hiding my hands away from my fears.
If this track is the final curtain, know that I gave you my all
Walked straight through the fog, standing tall right before the fall.
(Outro)
I'm sorry...
I did the best I could.
Sometimes, the weight is just too heavy to hold.
Take care of yourselves.
I did the best I could.
Sometimes, the weight is just too heavy to hold.
Take care of yourselves.
Where did the inspiration come from?
It all started on an ultra-melancholic beat, a pure piano loop found late at night when the world was asleep. I turned off the lights, isolated myself from the noise, and let the internal frustration bleed onto the paper. No happy endings, no radio-friendly hooks. Just multi-syllabic rhymes, deep scars, and real pain. I wrote this track in one single breath, as a release, to show that my pen can also touch the darkest corners of the soul when life demands it. Happy reading.
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